a moment

Let me share this moment with you and it's not one of those moments that just happens in an instant, but a moment that can last for a long time.  It really began when first saw his face at my very front door.  From the first hand shake, to watching myself growling at the tea plunger in the kitchen and chatting away in the lounge commenting over the interesting and pathetic talent on Australian Idol.  You're sitting on the same sofa, but at the near ends, as time moves and you're lost in each others conversation and you move closer.  You laugh and smile and then have that unpleasant feeling that he has to go even though you don't want him to.  There is no hand shake, but he walks to his car.  You still have a brief chat and then there's the simple goodbye kiss, just a little peck, the brief pause as you gaze into each others eyes and then once again as he steps inside, but you get that feeling that there is something more that can be achieved from this.  The window is down and gesture my head inside the car and then show what my feeling and his would be at the same time and give each other a long passionate kiss.  As you would know from that, the candle has been lite, but can it evolve more from that simple yet wonderful beginning?

The next time we would meet, would just clarify that.  You sit either side of the table in the restaurant chatting continuously, completely oblivious to the surroundings and to the menu that is in front of you and the constant reminder of the staff whether you have decided on what you want to order.  As time goes by, you find out more of each other and of many things that make each other they way how they are.  Dinner goes by quite well, but you feel that more comfortable surrounds would be preferred and we then retire to the lounge in his apartment. Once again and quite frequently we are down the path of conversation and at the same time observing the coming and goings on the TV, he then makes himself more comfortable and rests his head on my lap and I place my arm around him, just to look into his beautiful deep brown eyes sends me off into another world that I would stay in. All this would continue until it is my time to adjourn and head off home to bed.  With enough passionate embrace to be able to last without each others company until the next time, we once again part.

With the continuing communication via phone or on the computer, we still are able to let each other know how we are doing apart from each other and of our feelings and concerns.  Through one hazy moment, in that time of doubt the next meeting would then help put my mind at ease on any situation that may occur and would also allow for myself to help him in this time of need.

A deep and meaningful moment, only interrupted by a coffee urge from myself, but only to be continued sitting in the car watching the sun set over Port Phillip Bay, my mind was put at ease and I felt more comfortable and at the same time I felt that he was comfortable and more at ease as well. I felt as there was much achieved by this important conversation that we did have to have and the night would only be better for both of us.  Having his head resting on my shoulder and our arms in embrace as we watch the life of the bag and the lights of the city shine upon them, it was time to move on to our next destination.  I love it how he likes the affection that is given to him and I love it how he does the same to myself.  No matter how good, weird or boring a movie can be and the unfortunate problem of seating without retractable arms, that is never a problem in sitting close to each other and still enjoying each other's company.  Unfortunately there always comes a time where you have to part company once again but still give each other a reminder of there feelings and affection towards to you.

I know it's only the beginning and it's been such a short time, but there are instances that make you think how much you like someone.  If you can actually work out any concerns or doubts that you have at the very beginning, then you might actually be on the path where you are able to achieve what you both may want in return.  I enjoy the conversations I have with him, the constant good communication, embracing each other and having that moment to be with each other is something I would not want to be taken away, just to be with him is enough for and spend time with him.  This is something I would love to have grow into something much more beautiful and it can happen.  Something for us to always enjoy and moments to always look back upon.  

For me to be with you.